The Diocese of Des Moines
Trip to Jamaica Part Two
Trip to Jamaica Part Two
April 23, 2014
Written By: Reed Flood

How are you continuing your faith journey during this Easter season? Seminarian Reed Flood recently traveled on a mission trip to Kingston, Jamaica and what he experienced has changed his perspective. We're posting his journal entries in a series each day this week to help us pray and reflect on how we can be Christ's light to others.

 

At 5:45 a.m., we were stirred from our sleep by the high-pitched ringing of small church bells. After untangling myself from the obnoxious mosquito netting, I rolled out of my bunk and began to dress myself for morning prayer.

 

Our seminarian trip leader divided us into our service groups. My first assignment was Bethlehem; the children’s center.

 

A truck pulled into the compound and blared its horn. It was time. We anxiously piled into the back of a gated truck bed.

 

As the truck driver pulled up to the last center, he shouted, “Bethlehem!” I made the sign of the cross and entered through the rusty gates with my group.

 

The very first thing I noticed was the smell. The place reeked. It had a bitter stench which reminded me of a petting zoo.

 

Secondly, I could hear wailing and high-pitched shrills resonating throughout the whole center.

 

A kind-faced brother from Africa welcomed us and ushered us into a room. My fear and anxiety from the frightful arrival began to melt away.

 

“There’s a difference between pretty and beautiful,” he said. He motioned toward the door. “Pretty does not live here. You will not find it.”

 

He turned back to us, “But beauty, true beauty thrives here.”

 

He went on to explain how it was the job of the Missionaries of the Poor to live as Christ for the children at the Bethlehem center.

 

“We are Christ to the children, but we also encounter Christ in the children. This is where our happiness comes from,” he said. After hearing this wisdom, I was ready to see Christ.

 

Within minutes of walking into the boys’ room, I was handed a diaper and directed to a bed where a naked, deformed teenager was sitting. They had just rinsed him off in the showers and he was shivering from the cold. I had never put on a diaper before, but I could feel Christ within me reaching out to help this struggling boy.

 

I did my best putting on the diaper and then clothed him with a tattered shirt and old swim trunks. I continued this procedure for the next 30 minutes, clothing disfigured children and young adults, anywhere from 8 to 26 years old. Their arms were like toothpicks, frozen in a bent shape which made dressing them a challenge.

While helping one boy, I noticed his eyes glance up to my old favorite fishing hat I was wearing. He strained to reach the camouflage ball-cap with his twisted fingers. Noticing his effort, I took off the hat and placed it on the boys head.

 

His face sprung to life! His big brown eyes opened wide and an enormous smile spread across his face. He peered into my eyes and began to clap his little hands wildly.

 

He reached up, grasped the hat off his head, and pulled it in close to his chest. He moved jaws in a speaking motion, but no words came out. Yet, I could understand him clearly.

 

The boy’s external display of joy mirrored my internal gratification for seeing his delight.

 

I stepped back and thanked God for letting me see pure joy in this child. The warm feeling in my heart flooded through my entire body. It felt like God was giving me a big warm hug.

 

After serving all the children, we played with them. Each reaction was the same as the boy with the hat. No matter how disabled they were, no matter how much they drooled, and no matter how much they flailed, each child’s face lit up with joy!

 

I felt like a parent watching their newborn son playing for the first time. The warmth from my heart rose to my eyes and I had to blink away the joyful tears.

 

The brother was right. True beauty lives here.

 

After a couple hours we left the center. As I walked out, I could no longer detect the harsh smells from before. I now realized the loud screams were really just boisterous laughter coming from the children.

 

When I first entered the center, I thought I was descending into the pit of hell. Yet after witnessing the innocent joy in the children and experiencing God’s encompassing love, I now realized I had just received a very real taste of heaven.

 

I left my hat behind. 

 


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